Whelmed To The Nth Degree...

I'm sorry about the total lack of posts recently.  I'm just really overwhelmed right now.  I have more work than I can handle both in and out of the office, and so the combination of the two has really been difficult to deal with.  I'm also still trying to claw my way out of my recent depression.  So it's just been difficult to find a way to make this a priority.  Which is stupid, when I think about it, because this is one of the only things that really makes me feel better, and helps me deal with all of this overwhelming shit.  But, ironically, the very fact that I'm feeling overwhelmed makes this seem less like enjoyable therapy, and more like "more work I don't have time to deal with right now."

Whatever.  Excuses, excuses.

I miss it here.  I hope to be back soon.

Catch-up Blurble...

I have so much I want to write about from the last week, but I just don't know when I'm going to find the time.

I had plenty of time this weekend, but no energy.  I was still sick when I got home, and completely exhausted, so I decided the best way to spend the weekend was to do as little as possible, and rest as much as possible.  And it helped, but I didn't bother trying to write, as that conflicted with my whole "do as little as possible" policy.

And now I have the energy and the drive and the desire (in spades), but no time.  I'm only about a third of the way through coding this stupid, crazy project right now, and I just found out they want a working version to test by Friday!  I don't know if I could get all that done by next Friday, much less by the end of this week!  And, on top of my own instrument, they also just gave me a section of another instrument to code, as well, and that takes top priority.  Because apparently, I didn't have enough to do already.

Add to all of that the fact that I'm trying to catch up on all the stuff I missed while I was out last week, and I'm basically completely overwhelmed for the foreseeable future.

Pray for me, children.  Pray for me.