I am definitely drinking too much.
I'm not entirely surprised, or overly concerned, by this. It's to be expected that after abstaining for a year, I would revel a bit in the new found freedom to drink again. It's new and shiny and fun and I want it all right now! And I also expected it to take me a while to learn the ropes again; we have to fuck up in order to learn how to do something right.
But, still, I'm definitely drinking too much. And I need to calm down. Now.
I need to remember that I can't just drink as much as I want, whenever I want. I could die that way. And if I keep it up, I will die that way.
Wake up, motherfucker.
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